Cakes and such ;) a tribute!
Monday, July 1, 2013 @ 7/01/2013 07:34:00 PM
So apparently asking for birthday greetings is a crime. I don't recall my friends all ignoring my birthday in the past. Nobody wished me at 12am so I promptly went around demanding for blessings. Life is so easy with whatsapp.
Me:你们都死到那里去？！
I've always took those wishes for granted. Now that I've got less than expected number of wellwishers, the top three people that got me first suddenly feels extremely important.
(Mind you, I believe with age comes wisdom though my actions might appear to be contradicting and outright opposite, I stand by them.)
Of course then later I found out that my JC friends actually planned a surprise for me and were waiting for me at my house! Awwww! Rush of overwhelming emotions... I am really really grateful you guys!
As I said multiple times I don't really need a celebration but I want an acknowledgement of my existence.I EXIST GOD DAMMIT! RIGHT HERE! RIGHT NOW! ( Next year 21st though might be slightly different but I mean we will see how)
Its sometimes sad because I know most of my friends are presumably so busy with their super hip life but I think a message of some sort ought to suffice. However between getting lesser wishes on my phone and tons of it on FB I think I choose the former.
Which is why I'm glad that the people that mattered and wished me at the end were the people I wanted/demanded for wishes in the end :D
The cake with two long candles caught me by surprise. I actually took time to stare at it for it felt as if there was something amiss. I want more candles :( on my cake. It feels so odd to have just two.