Sunday, August 8, 2010 @ 8/08/2010 07:39:00 PM
My life is not interesting these days. Well, at least to me. To be honest, NDP celebration wasn't that bad and I had attended a BBQ. Its just that don't think I am enjoying complications which obstruct me as I grow older these days. Things were simpler when we were young. WELL, REMOVE ALL THE DISTRACTIONS YINGLI AND FOCUS ON THE PATH!
Eat Pray Love was not satisfying. I find the narrator overly emotional and spiritual. Not to mention too long winded. Not a good read. Not recommending it. Hard to feel interested after a few chapters.
When encountering problems in life, I realise I found an alternative to deal with it. These days I submerge myself in films/dramas, almost like a form of escapism. Don't feel like doing a review right now but trust me I will do it soon when happier :D, got a GOOD drama to recommend! HAHA ok maybe I should go watch comedy and cheer up (?).
I think I know why! SUDDEN EPIPHANY ! I feel lonely.
Really. And loneliness is swallowing me up :( its not the matter of hanging out with people. Its the satisfaction I get from hanging out with them. These days, there is zero satisfaction. I am an unhappy and lonely person. BUT FEAR NOT! I AM YING LI AFTER ALL! THE MOST, THERE WILL BE SELF ENTERTAINMENT! :O
P.S I want to watch Inception but no one wants to watch with me!